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Posted in diversions, life on Feb 28th, 2006
Ever since being introduced to Evanescence a few weeks ago I have been listening to them pretty much non-stop. All of their lyrics speak to me, but this song in particular has been meaningful.
my immortal
my immortal
i’m so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you [...]
Posted in life on Feb 27th, 2006
Posted in life on Feb 27th, 2006
Given that I am still deep into depression over Michele’s death and that I am now anticipating a call from Decatur to tell my of my mom’s death (any time between now and, oh, say six months? eight months? three months?) I am stretched extremely thin right now. Having a sudden escalation in my work [...]
Posted in diversions on Feb 27th, 2006
One of the semi-destructive behaviors I have started to exhibit as a result of my depression is spending money. Buying something new gives me a short high, a feeling of goodness and lightness. Unfortunately the feeling never lasts long, and I frequently regret having made the purchase in the first place. Several items I’ve recently [...]
Posted in family on Feb 26th, 2006
Ever since getting the news that my mother’s cancer is back, and will likely kill her this time, I have been searching for a path that will lead me through her death. I’ve been aware for several years now that both of my parents were getting older and that their health was becoming an increasing [...]
Posted in diversions on Feb 26th, 2006
Posted in diversions on Feb 25th, 2006
Posted in diversions on Feb 25th, 2006
