Michele I am so pissed off at you it isn’t even funny. You stole my future, you stole my dreams of a life together with you, you stole everything that I had to live for. And you left me holding the bag. I’m out here in the cold, alone, lonesome, miserable, with no reason to [...]
Monthly Archive for March, 2006
Movie: 16 Blocks
Posted in diversions on Mar 19th, 2006
Movie V for Vendetta
Posted in diversions on Mar 19th, 2006
The Unbearable Heaviness of Grief
Posted in life on Mar 18th, 2006
Grief slinks along in the shadows, waiting for you to drop your guard before grabing you, dragging you back into the darkness you were trying to leave. Grief hates the light, and hates you for being able to survive in the light. Grief is a demon that only knows darkness, despair, pain, and suffering. [...]
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Posted in nerdliness on Mar 16th, 2006
Indifference
Posted in life on Mar 15th, 2006
Lately I’ve been starting to think about things I want to do, projects with my websites, cleaning out the storage lockers, or cleaning this apartment. Thinking about things to do is as far as I get before indifference and apathy take over. Being indifferent is actually a good thing in this case, as it means [...]
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Posted in nerdliness on Mar 15th, 2006
Breaking Point
Posted in life on Mar 14th, 2006
For the past several months I have struggled mightily to keep the flood of grief contained within the levees that define my personal life. For the most part I have managed to keep my professional life high and dry, as it were. There have been a couple of minor breaks in the dike, but nothing [...]
Eat Here Get Worms
Posted in life, photography on Mar 13th, 2006
The shortest route between Overland Park and Decatur takes you along Route 54 in Missouri and Illinois. Shortly after crossing the Mississippi River heading east you come to a small cross roads called Atlas Illinois. At the four-way stop there is a general store with a sign out front. In a classic “eats, shoots and [...]