Movie: 61*
Posted in diversions on Apr 17th, 2006
because not enough websites start with the letter “Z”
Posted in diversions on Apr 17th, 2006
I feel so isolated. So terribly alone and isolated.
I’ve always felt different, felt like I didn’t fit in with the group. Belonging has always meant hiding or submerging some part of myself so I don’t stand out from the group. Emotional camouflage is my forte and my refuge. In the weeks and months since [...]
Posted in family on Apr 16th, 2006
An email from my mother left me crying uncontrollably this afternoon. In it she related that she is less and less able to do with out oxygen; that she is more and more aware that her days are numbered.
In the past few weeks she has had visits from her sister and surviving brother, as well [...]
Posted in diversions on Apr 16th, 2006
Posted in elsewhere on Apr 14th, 2006
Sometimes the enormity of Michele’s death hits me particularly hard. The very idea of death is so hard to wrap your mind around that, when coupled with the death of your life’s love, you really can’t grasp it all. Or even begin to understand it all.
The only analogy I can find is the fable about [...]
Posted in nerdliness on Apr 13th, 2006
Posted in life on Apr 13th, 2006
Posted in nerdliness on Apr 11th, 2006
Posted in life, nerdliness on Apr 11th, 2006
In eighth grade metal shop class one of our projects was to make a zinc-carbon battery and a wound field DC electric motor. The battery kit contained a tube and the end caps, as well as the paste that filled the battery. My best friend’s battery kit was damaged so we used his paste and [...]